“You deserve the world, and if they don’t bring the world, I kill.” Probably the nicest thing ever said to me. I miss my Joe :(

I love

wine. <3

I miss you.

:(

It is simple. I am blessed. What I lack in family support, I’ve gained double in my friendships. I’ve always tried to be a good friend, and a good person. I think I’m getting some of my karma repayed. Right now, this moment, I’m happy.

I really just want to go back to the feeling of feeling okay. Simply okay. Honestly, I couldn’t tell you when I felt genuinely okay last. Maybe when I was still innocent and the world wasn’t so big and mean.

Fucking insomnia.

You have no idea. It took all I had to break apart from your hug today.

Please

No more 4 am phone calls. I miss you and it hurts me way too much.

Allen Smith

Is a customer at my work. I learned yesterday that he has been diagnosed with a heart condition in which it is now necessary that he requires a heart transplant. He has been placed on the donor list. I’ve also learned a couple other things about Allen. He is head of security at a restaraunt/bar, and he is also a single father of 4 kids. His condition doesn’t allow him to be able to work. My heart literally hurts for him. I had only met him once, twice after today, and I am changed. I am vowing right now, that I will do whatever it takes for me to help him in any way that I can. You just wait.

I have to open tomorrow

For the first time without you, and it is going to suck. Knowing that it isn’t going to be your good morning phone call waking me up, kills me. I want you back :(